Kumeniti awan yang kelabu
Kutempuhi lorong yang berliku
Mencari sinar yang menerangi
Kegelapanku
Kupercaya pasti suatu masa
Sang suria kan menyinar jua
Membawa harapan yang menggunung
Bersamanya…
Engkau tiba bagaikan pelangi
Tak bercahya namun kau berseri
Tapi cukup menghiburkan
Hati ini
Seharian waktu bersamamu
Tak terasa saat yang berlalu
Bagai pelangi petang kau kan pasti
Pergi jua…
p/s: lagu ni pun best gak~! =p
And I’d give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You’re the closest to heaven that I’ll ever be
And I don’t want to go home right now..
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later it’s over
I just don’t want to miss you tonight
And I don’t want the world to see me
Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can’t fight the tears that ain’t coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yet you bleed just to know you’re alive.
And I don’t want the world to see me
Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don’t want the world to see me
I just want you to know who I am
Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
I just want you to know who I am
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am..
one of my all time most favourite songs..
Salam!
[Post ini adalah untuk mengisi kebuhsanan aku sebelum aku pi jumpa pa'li tghari ni amik deck magic aku..miahaha!]
Aku suke berforum. Ni antara habit aku bila masa aku online di internet. Dalam kehidupan di negara asing ni, availability untuk bersosial amatla terhad. Tambah2 untuk berkongsi pengetahuan n isu2 semasa yg terjadi di tanah air sendiri. So, aku berforum!
Bagi yg tak biasa dgn foruming ni, mesti akan tertanya2 - amende berforum di internet ni? Macam forum perdana hal ehwal islam ke? debat2? gaduh2?
Well, takrifan aku untuk habit internet foruming ni adalah - satu kegiatan sosial di mana kita boleh berkongsi2 pendapat, pandangan hatta bersembang di ruang2 web komuniti.
Tempat yg paling aku suka untuk berforum adalah kat http://forum.jiwang.org - walaupun namanya Jiwang, tapi ni bukan tempat org2 jiwang saje tau! Banyak jenis org ada kat sini - dari pengurus kontena port klang, programmer, cikgu2 skolah, mahasiswa2 universiti, pelajar ilmu2 hadis, web designer, budak2 sekolah, bini2 org, penyamun, penyagak, ghei (hehe), semua jenis org ada kat sini. Tu pasal aku suka berforum kat sini!
Aku suka berforum sebab dengan berforum, aku dapat melihat sesuatu topik @ isu dari sudut pandangan org lain. Aspek ini penting, terumatanya apabila kita terpaksa membuat sesuatu pilihan, kita takleh rely solely on pandangan kita semata2! Begitu juga dengan topik2 lain. Kita mungkin fikir sesuatu topik tu positif, tapi dengan berforum, kita turut boleh mengetahui pandangan yg sebaliknya!
Satu lagi tempat yg aku suka berforum adalah kat forum Friendster nih (groups). Ada 2,3 groups yg aku join, antaranya Usrah Online, Medical Students dll. Seronoknya sembang kat forum friendster ni bila ramai2 org yg gather mempunyai satu persamaan. Sebagai contoh, group Medical Students - kebanyakannya terdiri dari students medic - so boleh sembang macam2 perkara berkaitan medic yg out of common knowledge. Begitu juga group Usrah Online, jiwa ini rasa bersemangat apabila berkumpul dengan banyak jiwa2 lain yg ingin ditarbiyyah dan berhasrat untuk mentarbiyyah!
Kelemahan groups kat friendster ni adalah - kebanyakan moderatornya seolah2 tak wujud di dunia ni. Hehe. Perbincangan dibiarkan berlayar tanpa tujuan, dihambur ombak, bagai lalang diliuk mengikut hembusan angin si peniupnya. Begitu juga apabila perbincangan menjadi out of control apabila user2 masing2 dipengaruhi emosi dan saling keji mengeji antara satu sama lain - akhirnya menjadi pergaduhan maya. Bukan best gaduh2 kat internet ni, it’s like you’re participating in Paralympic - although you win, you’re still retarded.
Sebagai contoh dalam satu perbincangan di group Medical Students, cukup hangat apabila timbul situasi keji mengeji dan saling tak puas hati antara satu sama lain (certain2 users). Yang aku kecewa tu, sudah mencarut2 mengeji2, last2 sebut nama ALLAH kat last. Mereka dikuasai syaitan apabila marah, tapi masih lagi cuba menegakkan nama Allah dalam keadaan itu! Kalau ye pun tak malu kat user2 lain, malulah dengan Allah! Kecewa betul apabila komuniti yg terdiri dari para professional (bakal2 doktor) gaduh2, mencarut2 seolah2 barbarian yg tercekik tulang ikan!
Nasihat aku kepada korg yg nk gaduh2 tu - korg nak gaduh pun, pastikan jangan babitkan org lain secara total. Jangan bawak imej korg yg buruk tu kat org lain lak. Maksud ‘babitkan org lain’ tu termasuklah bila korg gaduh, org kata "tgk ada 2 budak melayu gaduh" - tu dah kaitkan org lain tu, org melayu!
Sama cam org lain yg nak buat dosa. Termasuklah pompuan2 yg tak pakai tudung tanpa sebab2 syari’e, pakcik2 yg pi beli judi tanpa sebab2 syari’e, member2 yg berkapel tanpa sebab2 syari’e, aku nasihatkan korg jgn babitkan org lain dalam perbuatan korang tu. Pendek kata, JANGAN JADI ISLAM! or even better, JANGAN JADI ORANG! Korg tak terasa, tapi aku pernah malu nak jawab bila ada member non-muslim aku tanya : kenapa ada perempuan Islam yg pakai tudung, ada yang tak pakai tudung? Kenapa ada perempuan Islam pakai tudung, berkepit2 dengan boyfriend? Kenapa itu Haji baru balik aja sudah singgah itu 4D?
Korg tak menjawab, tapi org Islam lain - org Melayu lain - manusia lain yg terkena tempiasnya! Selfish n parasit betul la korg2 ni, sendiri busuk lagi nak busukkan org lain.
Camtu jugak setengah2 org yg kata - ala, diorg pun camtu gak. Bila kita tegur org tak pakai tudung, dia kata "ala, artis pun camtu gak". Bila kita tegur konsert jomheboh tu haram, org jawab "ala, kerajaan yg anjurkan, diorg la yg tanggung". Bila aku sound camni, ade je org kata "ala kid, ko tu cam bagus je nak sound2 org. diri sendiri pun tak tentu masuk syurga"
Well, sedar la sikit, yg nak judge diri kita ni bukan org lain. Bukan diri aku. Bukan pandangan masyarakat. Bila ko tak pakai tudung, bukan ustaz ko yg bagi ko pahala/dosa. Semua kuasa milik Allah! Malu la dengan Allah!
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(Sori2, emo lak…dah tu tersasar jauh dari topik asal lak tu. Hehe)
Well, kembali kepada topik asal - foruming. Ni antara point n nasihat aku kepada korg yg nk berforum
1. Stay neutral. Berforum bukan berdebat, it’s not about winning or losing. It’s about sharing opinions among each other. Don’t get mad if ur opinion is unacceptable by others.
2. Don’t provoke others’ argumentation. Respect each other, and others shall expect u.
3. For foruming about fiqh Islam, dun take everything that is spoonfed to you. Pastikan semua kenyataan @ fatwa adalah berdalilkan alQuran dan Sunnah. Jgn terlalu taksub dengan khilafiyyah.
4. As for foruming about aqeedah, jgn terima (langsung) apa yg dibincangkan, atau dlm kata lain, jgn berdebat. Just express ur opinion, in such a manner way. Perlu diingatkan dalam belajar bab2 akidah, hadis 1/40 Nawawi kena apply - tengok tatacara Jibril ‘menuntut’ ilmu akidah dari Rasulullah - penuh adab dan tertib. Sedangkan kita manusia biasa di sisi Allah, apakah layak kita untuk mendapatkan ilmu aqidah hanya dari pembacaan (lebih2 lagi di internet) ? So, kalau nk belajar aqidah, cari la cikgu..
5. Kalau nak gaduh2 atau tak puas hati dgn certain2 user, jgn kacau org lain. Bergaduh secara private (emel, chatting sesama sendiri). Korg ‘mati’ pun tak busuk.
6. Follow the rules. Kalau cam korg nak berforum kat forum.jiwang.org, maka ikutla rules n regulation yg ditetapkan admin. Rules are meant to be followed. Kalau takleh terima, pi buat forum sendiri. Miahaha.
Sekian, salam!
Salam!
Updating this blog from the comfort of my own room in Pengkalan Hulu, Perak! Hehe.
Well, lotsa things to be done during this holiday. Huh, i’ll just list them here.
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Minggu 1 (9-15th July)
Minggu ni tak banyak mende best. Spending 2,3 hari melantak sepuas2nya masakan kat umah (tgh kenyang makan ketam masak lemak..hehe). InshaAllah esok planning to balik umah kat Padang Besar, lepak kat sana sehari dua, pastu continue balik umah kat Alor Star lak. Pi kampung, jumpa sanak saudara, sembang2. N then, by weekend (jumaat kot), pi KL balik. Jumpa MARA kat pejabat dia, hantar result. Pastu jumpa Miss Roline kat Russian Resorce, nak kena mintak dia tlg endorsekan sijil INTEC dari Russian Embassy. Dalam pada tu, nak kena pi INTEC jumpa bakal2 junior (hoho), bagi presentation sket pasal life kat Nizhny. Hehe.
Minggu 2 (16-23nd July)
Sekembalinya dari KL, rehat kat umah 2,3 hari je, pastu turun ke Kulim kejap. Ada kena tolong junior2 kat MRSM PDRM buat research diorang, n nk buat presentation skali. Pi jumpa cikgu2, kawan2 lama. Sapa2 member aku yg nak pi skali minggu ni? Jom!!
Minggu 3 (24-31July)
Minggu ni sempat rilek sekejap je, pastu nak kena pi Kota Bharu untuk conference Islamic Medical Symposium. Spend 2,3 hari jap kat KB, pastu maybe sambung terus dengan program tarbiyyah kat sana lagi 2,3 hari kot. Tak tentu lagi, depends on perancangan akan datang.
Minggu 4 (1-8th August)
Balik dr KB, lepak kat umah sehari dua. Pastu nak kena turun KL balik. Nak singgah kat PC Fair, cari HDD ngan laptop cooler baru. N then pi HKL cari buku medic 2,3 bijik, n then doing some shopping there (gosh, my shoes really need replacements!)
Minggu 5 (9-16th August)
Currently no planning - stay sambut besday kat umah jela kot. Hehe.
Minggu 6 (17-24th August)
Kena travel jauh ke Johor Bharu, untuk program Sunathon anjuran Persatuan Perubatan Islam Malaysia. Dari johor bharu akan travel sampai ke Endau, n then lepaking kat Tioman sampai 23hb. Quite a holiday, i’ll say.
Minggu 7 (25-31st August)
Final week, rehat2 kat umah, makan semakan makannya. N finally, 31st august, flight balik ke Nizhny Novgorod!
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So, my friends, THIS is my planner! As you may have noticed, it’s not that i’m spending my days here on my own in my home. Quoting from Grey’s Anatomy, "We are medical students! Time is one of things that we don’t own for ourselves!"
Recently ada ar 2,3 org member komplain - aku dah makin sumbunk skrg, kerek, jual mahal etc etc. Hello~ i barely even have spare times to my own family! Tambah2 time dkt2 exam haritu. Please note that if you’re going to be friends with med.students, bear in mind that you are the very least they thinkin’ about it their mind! (i mean it). There’s a lot more that running in my mind. Did i forget to mention in my planner that i have to study for Histology during this holiday, as there will be a test in the first week of September? Ah, i also forget to mention that i have to travel to Gerik to take my ‘repairing’ handphone. And to go to Penang to claim the laptop purchasement receipt, before going to KL and claim it from MARA. Not to forget my cousins’ wedding. And going to Baling to take my parcel from Pa’li. And usrah gathering with Ustaz Fawwaz. Gimme some break, will ya all?
Here are some notes to my friends:
I have 3 handphones - use the technology if you’re dying missing me. Dont bother ym’ing me, because internet connection in my place is damn suck that i have to go online using web messenger.
I bought quite a large plastic bag filled with Russian souvenirs. The rules goes "First come first serve" and "Ladies first" (hehe). So, based on my planner, whoever wanna meet me (in KB, or KL, or INTEC, or Johor - date according to the timetable above) just gimme a ring.
ps : pardon for the harsh words. no hard feeling, k?
Assalamualaikum.
I’m bored. Really bored. There’s another 2 days before my flight back home. Oh, yeah. Let me state here again my flight schedule. I travel home with Iqbal, the shoppaholic friend..hehe
On Thursday, 5th of July, Iqbal and I will be taking a cab to the Nizhny Novgorod Airport at 1900Hrs. Arriving there around 40 minutes later, we will be relaxing there, waiting for flight S7003 which is scheduled to take off at 2145Hrs, and will be expecting to touch down at Domododevo Airport, Moscow 45 minutes later.
At Moscow, we shall wait until 0225Hrs 6th July, for flight QR867 operated by Qatar Airways to Doha, and we will arrive in Doha at 0630Hrs Doha time.
Well, since my next flight is 13 hours later, guess that there’s plenty of time to be wasted. Apparently, Qatar Airways is very kind, and will be providing me with a hotel room to be spent along the period. Things quite different for Iqbal though, since he got an earlier flight to KUL than me, which means his transit at Doha will consume only about 8hrs. Huhu.
Lotsa sightseeing to be done, and am also planning to perform solat jumaat at Doha (inshaAllah, who would’ve thought maybe al-Qardawi will be the imam? Hehe). Then at 2030 6th July, i will be onboard flight QR620, heading to KLIA, and is scheduled to arrive at 0910Hrs 7th July KL time…
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So, what i’m doing ryte now? Well, just quit watching Final Fantasy Advent Children (after halfway through, lost my interest). Yesterday watched Pirates of Carribean : At World’s End. Nice movie, huh! Hehe.
I’m bored. Really am. Ok guys, see ya later at Malaysia - Bittersweet Home.
p/s: This blog has a backup site at leokid.wordpress.com. Feel free to stop by!
p/s/s: Currently working on a project - MedicLife - medicstudent.wordpress.com
